17 April 2009

Poesie: Pressure

Too much pressure
I can’t handle

In this city

I can’t live
In this city
Everyone looks the same

I can’t feel it
I feel too much

It’s pushing me
I’m falling


Time to lay down

Time to move on

I hate myself

I love you

I feel disgusting

I feel like a freak
I can’t see my reflection in the mirror
I want to fade away 

I don’t want to

This makes it real

Brings you back to earth again

U can’t be too happy

U will never be too happy

I can’t breathe

I can’t hold my breath

It’s in me
It’s around me

Brings me back to earth again.